The Unknown

I find rest in the unknown (today, not sure about tomorrow).
I am currently going through some changes in my life: career, location, travel, finances, and growth in my relationship. I have been a ball of anxiety and my annual depression has been at an all time high… BUT I feel good today.

I have been praying for peace through this season of my life… grace rather. Grace through the unknown for God to lead me where I’m meant to be. He has given me grace and lifted a few of those small burdens that have been weighing heavy on me (almost feels like bricks laying on my chest, for real). I don’t know how many of you can relate!

I have made some tough decisions through this time and will be forced to grow in those decisions through the next few months… NOT TO MENTION COVID-19 (but lets stand clear of that uncertainty for today). My partner and I have had some really tough conversations and have been moving into a small home with two full households worth of items (not to mention three dogs – two large and one shmedium). It has been stressful to say the least…

What am I going to do for consistent income? Where am I being lead? Why am I here?

And the answers are right in front of me:

“Have I not command you? Be Strong and courageous. Do not be afraid. Do not be discouraged. For the Lord your God will be with you where you go.”
Joshua 1:9

“For though I fall, I will rise again. Though I sit in darkness, the Lord will be my light.”
Micah 7:8

This is the season of waiting, and I’m mean to be here.

XO- Love, Joy, Happiness